Writedrawing stuff

averlac:

why the hell are clothes so expensive? they’re literally just bits of material that stop us being naked in public. you should be paying me to wear clothes because you do not want to see me without them

I’m tired.

I’m tired of having to put in all the effort into friendships, and no one even attempting to put any effort in on their part. I doubt most people I know would even notice if I disappeared.

I’m tired of feeling lonely.

I’m tired of sucking at everything I attempt.

I’m tired of being told to toughen up, to work on it, it’ll get better. It’s only gotten worse.

I’m tired of people.

I’m tired of life.

Why do people ignore me? Even when it’s just a simple “Hey”, people will more often than not just end up not answering. It makes me feel like that annoying twat that can’t take a hint, yet no one will man up and tell them about it.

I even make conscious efforts to try and not bug people. I’m either entirely invisible or I’m that annoying twat. I’m not sure which would hurt more.

I’m okay.

That’s what I’d tell people if they asked. It’d be a blatant lie, but it’s what I’d say.

But no one asks.

As it is, I don’t think anyone reads this, so I’m just venting. 

i don’t see any hope for my future. I plan on going to the UK, but it’s a stupid plan… why would anyone hire someone from a country thousands of miles away for construction work? And in the unlikely case I actually got a job, what’s the chance that I’ll be able to stick it through for two years to become a citizen? I desperately want this, NEED this, but realistically, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to meet my best friend in person.

I don’t see the point of continuing. The only reason I have is a promise I made that the other person probably doesn’t even remember. I just want to give up.

I am broken.

girlybrunette:

Everyone who reblogs this will get a pickup line in their ask.

Every

Single 

Person

You don’t even have to follow me.

Warning, some will be dirty ;)